jayred
27-07-12, 12:18
Hi guys hope everybody is moving upwards and onwards. My anxiety is still so very on off 1 week im fine next week im not. Its annoying as i was able to shake off all other anxieties but when i found out about MS on bloody google ive just never been able to shake it off. Dont take tablets and only been to the doctor once.
It has been so much better and my anxiety has subsided a bit but theres still these little things i cant shake off that hold me back. My eye when anxiety is high feels blurred although its not. My left leg feels weak even though its not and i walk funny when anxiety is high although again my wlak is fine its just in my head. I also have twitches which im just used to now. I wake up with a stiff hand aswell but thats the hand i sleep on which kindve explains that.
And a very infrequent buzzing very very light in my foot but only really again when anxiety is high. I was playing football a couple of years ago fell and heard 2 loud cracks but never done anything about it an i guess this is what is causing me feet problems as i do have pains and problems.
Just sometimes feels like its an everyday struggle to win over health anxiety and being rational and gets to me sometimes i just wish i never read about MS as none of this wouldve happened as like i said everything else was easily shaked off.
It has been so much better and my anxiety has subsided a bit but theres still these little things i cant shake off that hold me back. My eye when anxiety is high feels blurred although its not. My left leg feels weak even though its not and i walk funny when anxiety is high although again my wlak is fine its just in my head. I also have twitches which im just used to now. I wake up with a stiff hand aswell but thats the hand i sleep on which kindve explains that.
And a very infrequent buzzing very very light in my foot but only really again when anxiety is high. I was playing football a couple of years ago fell and heard 2 loud cracks but never done anything about it an i guess this is what is causing me feet problems as i do have pains and problems.
Just sometimes feels like its an everyday struggle to win over health anxiety and being rational and gets to me sometimes i just wish i never read about MS as none of this wouldve happened as like i said everything else was easily shaked off.