lovemenot
30-07-12, 09:30
Hello from Romania,
I am a (a)normal guy living in Romania and I have social phobia and/or health problems or phobia (we are never to sure,no?). I went to doctors they said my heart it's ok , my head is ok, bla bla bla....(but of course they only conducted simple tests....).
I am feeling like dieing every day.
What is interesting is that I am feeling this way only in the afternoon, specially after some 'mental stress' (I am a computer programmer) or after some inside activity - like listening music and dacing in my room. What is interesting is that when i travel to country-side I do not these problems.
I first have my social/panic attacks after I get very very nerouse on something...I 3 days i was "laying in my bed" for days. I fully recovered in 3 days.. and I said I must to make a drop in those 5 daily coffes and those 2 bottles of pepsi. After around 3 months I got very very very nervouse again (hitting the walls,etc) ...and I get into another "anxiety"....and here I am ...after 2 years uncured... feeling I will die all time, not going out (just in the morning and at a distance of max 50 meters to the local shop only) because I am afraid I will die/fall down.
I am thinking of something to move along with this... and I got the motivation to do it very very very fast. Honest to be I think that even beliving in God could help, because you could easy say "I am going to do an heart attack, but what the **** I am going to go to the Lord" anyway I will try to recover or go and living country-side for a while, because there i do not feel these symthoms, not getting scared of people who can see "falling down", and i am walking for miles/km without problems.
I am a (a)normal guy living in Romania and I have social phobia and/or health problems or phobia (we are never to sure,no?). I went to doctors they said my heart it's ok , my head is ok, bla bla bla....(but of course they only conducted simple tests....).
I am feeling like dieing every day.
What is interesting is that I am feeling this way only in the afternoon, specially after some 'mental stress' (I am a computer programmer) or after some inside activity - like listening music and dacing in my room. What is interesting is that when i travel to country-side I do not these problems.
I first have my social/panic attacks after I get very very nerouse on something...I 3 days i was "laying in my bed" for days. I fully recovered in 3 days.. and I said I must to make a drop in those 5 daily coffes and those 2 bottles of pepsi. After around 3 months I got very very very nervouse again (hitting the walls,etc) ...and I get into another "anxiety"....and here I am ...after 2 years uncured... feeling I will die all time, not going out (just in the morning and at a distance of max 50 meters to the local shop only) because I am afraid I will die/fall down.
I am thinking of something to move along with this... and I got the motivation to do it very very very fast. Honest to be I think that even beliving in God could help, because you could easy say "I am going to do an heart attack, but what the **** I am going to go to the Lord" anyway I will try to recover or go and living country-side for a while, because there i do not feel these symthoms, not getting scared of people who can see "falling down", and i am walking for miles/km without problems.