Rhys1879SAFC
31-07-12, 00:31
Hi all, I have suffered with anxiety and depersonalization for around 18 months now, but I'm unsure if there is some depression mixed in there aswell.
I do have continual low mood but have just put it down to the anxiety and dp. However, I have this horrible feeling of hopelessness, I'm 20 but I keep getting thoughts about the future and how there is no point being here because the best years of my life are over etc... things will only get worse etc...
I have a very deep fear of getting old, which I thought wasn't meant to happen till you were middle-aged! :blush:
I yearn to be back at school and carefree, I feel old and I just feel like my life can't get any better than what it was in the past before I started to suffer with all this shit. I fear that I will never enjoy life again.
I do have continual low mood but have just put it down to the anxiety and dp. However, I have this horrible feeling of hopelessness, I'm 20 but I keep getting thoughts about the future and how there is no point being here because the best years of my life are over etc... things will only get worse etc...
I have a very deep fear of getting old, which I thought wasn't meant to happen till you were middle-aged! :blush:
I yearn to be back at school and carefree, I feel old and I just feel like my life can't get any better than what it was in the past before I started to suffer with all this shit. I fear that I will never enjoy life again.