looking4answers
25-07-06, 09:51
Hi Everyone,
Im new to this board but can't stop thinking ...I wish this was around over twenty years ago when I felt anxiety like most of the people here in a major way suffering almost every symtom you could ever experience...It was a long haul but I conquered most all anxiety for most part(do you really ever do that?) and even lost the fear of fear..that was a really impressive part of my life that gave me experiences I never thought I would experience .but alas...Anxiety again has struck ..it seems from out of no where.It started with me finding myself starting to panic when I was out somewhere..This was occassional and then went away.. then I started getting a feeling of depression about my life and my age and worrying I suppose in the back of my mind that my life was over..I really don't know what happened but awoke one morning with my neck feeling out of sorts..and suffering weird vertigo everytime I bent over or lay down ...That has passed for the most part but ,then started getting a numbness in my arm and hand instantly when lying down in bed working the mouse..It wouldn't happen when it was in a weird position for awhile like normal but just as I would move it around...Both of these things made me paranoid and gave me a little anxious heart pounding with the fear of both coming back..Well its been a few weeks since both of these were prevailent and I started doing a little walking and getting out more than usual and working around the house..The next morning I awoke and found I had a vibration sensation in the right part of my chest around the nipple area..There is not really a sensation of pain but just a fluttering vibration.. It made me think that perhaps all these things were connected to some type of blockage in the arteries and has caused me three days of worry with the fluttering which now is starting to hurt a little..I also experience the sound of my heart in my ears quite often but when I put my finders in my ears its more like the pulse is in my neck..I feel that most of my symtoms are perhaps my nerves since most of this come about at a time that I felt depressed...but still I am worried..Are these anxiety related or have the sound of real medical issues? I have had regular checkups and the doctor alwas says my heart sounds strong and my bp is good...My head tells me its anxiety ..but my body still makes me worry... Hopefully someone can tell me ....thanks...
Im new to this board but can't stop thinking ...I wish this was around over twenty years ago when I felt anxiety like most of the people here in a major way suffering almost every symtom you could ever experience...It was a long haul but I conquered most all anxiety for most part(do you really ever do that?) and even lost the fear of fear..that was a really impressive part of my life that gave me experiences I never thought I would experience .but alas...Anxiety again has struck ..it seems from out of no where.It started with me finding myself starting to panic when I was out somewhere..This was occassional and then went away.. then I started getting a feeling of depression about my life and my age and worrying I suppose in the back of my mind that my life was over..I really don't know what happened but awoke one morning with my neck feeling out of sorts..and suffering weird vertigo everytime I bent over or lay down ...That has passed for the most part but ,then started getting a numbness in my arm and hand instantly when lying down in bed working the mouse..It wouldn't happen when it was in a weird position for awhile like normal but just as I would move it around...Both of these things made me paranoid and gave me a little anxious heart pounding with the fear of both coming back..Well its been a few weeks since both of these were prevailent and I started doing a little walking and getting out more than usual and working around the house..The next morning I awoke and found I had a vibration sensation in the right part of my chest around the nipple area..There is not really a sensation of pain but just a fluttering vibration.. It made me think that perhaps all these things were connected to some type of blockage in the arteries and has caused me three days of worry with the fluttering which now is starting to hurt a little..I also experience the sound of my heart in my ears quite often but when I put my finders in my ears its more like the pulse is in my neck..I feel that most of my symtoms are perhaps my nerves since most of this come about at a time that I felt depressed...but still I am worried..Are these anxiety related or have the sound of real medical issues? I have had regular checkups and the doctor alwas says my heart sounds strong and my bp is good...My head tells me its anxiety ..but my body still makes me worry... Hopefully someone can tell me ....thanks...