meche
24-08-12, 09:46
I can't tell you how totally peed off I'm getting with this :mad:. I've had 2 weeks of being almost symptom free. I say almost because I've had odd moments of feeling lightheaded but not enough to freak me out. I'm not anxious in any way, shape or form when I feel like that and life is good and goes on as normal. So why is it that out of the blue my head starts to feel full and achy, my eye feels blurry, I feel dizzy and I start having spasms/twitches. Last night was the worst. I was sat down and this huge wave of dizziness came over me, a sharp pain travelled through my head and I felt like I was rising above myself. For about 10 seconds I felt 'lost' and my mind was blank. To say I was freaked out is an understatement. After about a minute I came 'back to earth' and was left feeling very nervous.
I felt ok when I got up this morning but now I'm moving around, my right arm and leg feel weak. I can walk, grip and haven't lost any strength but they don't feel like they belong to me. I'm lightheaded again and my head feels heavy. What the hell am I doing wrong? I don't mope around or feel sorry for myself when I'm having these moments and I carry on as normal, keep busy and for most part it seems to work. My anxiety levels are low and these symptoms just keep smacking me in the face every few weeks. My anxious mind is now working overtime and telling me I'm having a series of mini strokes, either that or I have some kind of tumour. I don't know what else to do. I don't seem to have any control over what my body is doing and it's driving me crazy! :madness:
I felt ok when I got up this morning but now I'm moving around, my right arm and leg feel weak. I can walk, grip and haven't lost any strength but they don't feel like they belong to me. I'm lightheaded again and my head feels heavy. What the hell am I doing wrong? I don't mope around or feel sorry for myself when I'm having these moments and I carry on as normal, keep busy and for most part it seems to work. My anxiety levels are low and these symptoms just keep smacking me in the face every few weeks. My anxious mind is now working overtime and telling me I'm having a series of mini strokes, either that or I have some kind of tumour. I don't know what else to do. I don't seem to have any control over what my body is doing and it's driving me crazy! :madness: