GreyClouds
27-08-12, 10:39
Everyday I wake up wondering how much panic attacks I am going to have each day.
Lately they have been increasing and getting worse in magnitude, it feels like reality seems like its shutting down around me. I feel like I am literally in a nightmare not sparing any horrific thoughts.
I had about 8 panic attacks today which commanly start with confusion, everything around me starts to decode itself. People start to look demonic, sounds turn into echos and when people speak it sounds like an alien language. I am completely removed from normal reality. During the peak of these panic attacks I start to tremble, my whole body is shacking and my muscles are tense.
I can't speak and when I do It's just basic mono toned words that most people can't understand.
When the panic attack finally starts to fade away my whole body feels euphoric and I feel happy that I have returned to a some what normal stat.
Even when I am some what normal my vision is blurry and reality is still scary because the fear of having another panic attack.
These panic attacks have also increased my derealization and depersonalization symptoms to the point it feels like im floating through hazy dream.
I also get migraines and pressure in my eyes and head which I hope is caused by panic and anxiety instead of something life threatening.
Thanks for reading, If you have any advice I appreciate it thoroughly.
*edit: I might be put on medication sometime soon, has that route helped anyone here?
Lately they have been increasing and getting worse in magnitude, it feels like reality seems like its shutting down around me. I feel like I am literally in a nightmare not sparing any horrific thoughts.
I had about 8 panic attacks today which commanly start with confusion, everything around me starts to decode itself. People start to look demonic, sounds turn into echos and when people speak it sounds like an alien language. I am completely removed from normal reality. During the peak of these panic attacks I start to tremble, my whole body is shacking and my muscles are tense.
I can't speak and when I do It's just basic mono toned words that most people can't understand.
When the panic attack finally starts to fade away my whole body feels euphoric and I feel happy that I have returned to a some what normal stat.
Even when I am some what normal my vision is blurry and reality is still scary because the fear of having another panic attack.
These panic attacks have also increased my derealization and depersonalization symptoms to the point it feels like im floating through hazy dream.
I also get migraines and pressure in my eyes and head which I hope is caused by panic and anxiety instead of something life threatening.
Thanks for reading, If you have any advice I appreciate it thoroughly.
*edit: I might be put on medication sometime soon, has that route helped anyone here?