Harrison Chase
31-08-12, 16:01
I finally managed to get an appointment with my own GP yesterday.
He's a really nice guy and I have a lot of trust in him .
I had wrote down a list of all my worries and gave it to him.
He spent a long time explaining my worries were all down to STRESS & ANXIETY !!.
He also went through my blood test results and why I should'nt be worried.
I left the surgery feeling like a huge weight had been lifted .
The one thing that hasn't gone though is this 'lump in the throat / globus sensation'.
My Dad died of Esophageal cancer and I think I am obssessing over the food going down , thinking it is going to get stuck . ( It never does , but my throat seems narrorwer because of the globus and I can feel it more ).
This is making me panic.
The guy couldn't have done more to put me at ease , yet 24 hours later I am sat here worrying again.
I feel like I am losing the plot !.
He's a really nice guy and I have a lot of trust in him .
I had wrote down a list of all my worries and gave it to him.
He spent a long time explaining my worries were all down to STRESS & ANXIETY !!.
He also went through my blood test results and why I should'nt be worried.
I left the surgery feeling like a huge weight had been lifted .
The one thing that hasn't gone though is this 'lump in the throat / globus sensation'.
My Dad died of Esophageal cancer and I think I am obssessing over the food going down , thinking it is going to get stuck . ( It never does , but my throat seems narrorwer because of the globus and I can feel it more ).
This is making me panic.
The guy couldn't have done more to put me at ease , yet 24 hours later I am sat here worrying again.
I feel like I am losing the plot !.