Meabh123
08-09-12, 20:06
hi all,
I'm a student and should be enjoying the best years of my life at university but instead I can barely speak to people without crying. I have a boyfriend who says he loves me and a family who care but it seems like I can't allow myslef to enjoy my life. I am constantly upset and recently feel like everyone in my life is simply putting up with me because they feel they have to. I was put on medication as my doctor thought I was suffering from anxiety as I live away from home but after having been home for four months, seen a counsellor and continuing with my medication I still don't feel any better. When I go out with my 'friends' I feel more isolated than ever and I guess I just need to know that I'm not insane feeling like this.
Sorry that was a bit of a rant there but this is the first time I've actually written down how I feel so I guess everything is just spilling out!
I'm a student and should be enjoying the best years of my life at university but instead I can barely speak to people without crying. I have a boyfriend who says he loves me and a family who care but it seems like I can't allow myslef to enjoy my life. I am constantly upset and recently feel like everyone in my life is simply putting up with me because they feel they have to. I was put on medication as my doctor thought I was suffering from anxiety as I live away from home but after having been home for four months, seen a counsellor and continuing with my medication I still don't feel any better. When I go out with my 'friends' I feel more isolated than ever and I guess I just need to know that I'm not insane feeling like this.
Sorry that was a bit of a rant there but this is the first time I've actually written down how I feel so I guess everything is just spilling out!