becks xxx
10-09-12, 12:02
Is this my anxiety and my overactive mind or is this something else? I know I have had this before and it went but this time round I'm really concerned I have something else going on other than anxiety
I have been unbelievably stressed for months... but I keep getting very weird thoughts that sound more like delusions! However they can't be cos people who have delusions don't know they're delusions right?
I've had before random words or phrases pop into my head, which i know is anxiety but now I seem to be having paranoid phrases pop into my head?
Like I was sitting in my room the other day and i got a thought 'theyre coming for me' i was sooo freaked out , what is that about?!
Then i start to stress.. i sound like an absolute nutter! And then today my friend was texting me telling me about these teachers that are trying to kick her off of her course at college and are constantly looking at her. Then i got a thought 'theyre looking at me' .. and then I see things and think 'what if that means something' and i know these are schizophrenic thoughts !!! so now i am so so so scared i am schitzophrenic :'( but am i getting these thoughts because im schizophrenic?????? or because ive read up on it in the past and now my mind is playing games with me? because it's not like i believe any of the thoughts..im scared of them which is why i'm posting here?
I have been unbelievably stressed for months... but I keep getting very weird thoughts that sound more like delusions! However they can't be cos people who have delusions don't know they're delusions right?
I've had before random words or phrases pop into my head, which i know is anxiety but now I seem to be having paranoid phrases pop into my head?
Like I was sitting in my room the other day and i got a thought 'theyre coming for me' i was sooo freaked out , what is that about?!
Then i start to stress.. i sound like an absolute nutter! And then today my friend was texting me telling me about these teachers that are trying to kick her off of her course at college and are constantly looking at her. Then i got a thought 'theyre looking at me' .. and then I see things and think 'what if that means something' and i know these are schizophrenic thoughts !!! so now i am so so so scared i am schitzophrenic :'( but am i getting these thoughts because im schizophrenic?????? or because ive read up on it in the past and now my mind is playing games with me? because it's not like i believe any of the thoughts..im scared of them which is why i'm posting here?