OliviaD
12-09-12, 20:08
These months have been so hard. All my visual disturbances came out like multiplied, especially one I have when I'm in the sunlight - which is getting better.
But these days the disturbance n. 1, visual snow, has gotten more intense. More visible, more "patterned", especially when I focus on it in dim light or on a white surface. The center seems to be brighter (edit - not "lighter").
I tell myself... so what? I've had VS for 20+ years, sometimes I see it like this, then it goes away. The difference is that once I just ignored it, now I'm overly stressed and everything freaks me out.
I just saw the eye doctor... no, 2 eye doctors, and also had a test. I just have to relax. Usually I can do it, but today I worked too much, ate too little, didn't go out... Silly me.
Some reassurance please?? :)
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Btw, 2 hours ago (when I was freaking out) I sit for a while on my right hand (I know... idiot :-P) and the little finger is still feeling a bit numb. Aaagh.
Today started fine and ended so sh1ttily. Grr.
But these days the disturbance n. 1, visual snow, has gotten more intense. More visible, more "patterned", especially when I focus on it in dim light or on a white surface. The center seems to be brighter (edit - not "lighter").
I tell myself... so what? I've had VS for 20+ years, sometimes I see it like this, then it goes away. The difference is that once I just ignored it, now I'm overly stressed and everything freaks me out.
I just saw the eye doctor... no, 2 eye doctors, and also had a test. I just have to relax. Usually I can do it, but today I worked too much, ate too little, didn't go out... Silly me.
Some reassurance please?? :)
---------- Post added at 21:08 ---------- Previous post was at 20:14 ----------
Btw, 2 hours ago (when I was freaking out) I sit for a while on my right hand (I know... idiot :-P) and the little finger is still feeling a bit numb. Aaagh.
Today started fine and ended so sh1ttily. Grr.