loopylu86
14-09-12, 18:16
Hi everyone!
I have a few things I need to address. I am currently near the end of week 2 Cit at 10mg and my anxiety is definitely getting better. I am currently also approaching the end of my second week on the sick from work. I have been in my existing job for over 2 years and this year has been a really tough one. There is not much chance to progress for me within the company due to my sick levels (anxiety/panic related) so therefore have been stuck in the same role. I have watched less qualified people come in and do the job that I should and would be doing had it not been for my health situation. So the job itself is very frustrating. It has definitely been a large contributer to my anxiety. Even the smallest of things there now stress me out. So I am looking into a new job. With my recent relapse into panic and DP I know the last thing I need is the stress of interviewing and beginning a new job...but on the otherhand the thought of returning to my existing role fills me with pure dread. I really dont know what to do.
Additional to this...I have recently began getting to know a really great guy...He is aware of my current situation and wants to meet and spend time together. I can barely stay at familar places (sisters/friends) without the urge to flee...I just don't know how I am going to do this?
Could use any sort of advice.
Could my current bought be down to a recent bereavement. Will it ease when I address and and accept this new reality? Do I face the music in work or start fresh?
Just seems that every area of my life needs adjusting and I'm feeling so overwhelmed. It's making me just not want to bother.
I have a few things I need to address. I am currently near the end of week 2 Cit at 10mg and my anxiety is definitely getting better. I am currently also approaching the end of my second week on the sick from work. I have been in my existing job for over 2 years and this year has been a really tough one. There is not much chance to progress for me within the company due to my sick levels (anxiety/panic related) so therefore have been stuck in the same role. I have watched less qualified people come in and do the job that I should and would be doing had it not been for my health situation. So the job itself is very frustrating. It has definitely been a large contributer to my anxiety. Even the smallest of things there now stress me out. So I am looking into a new job. With my recent relapse into panic and DP I know the last thing I need is the stress of interviewing and beginning a new job...but on the otherhand the thought of returning to my existing role fills me with pure dread. I really dont know what to do.
Additional to this...I have recently began getting to know a really great guy...He is aware of my current situation and wants to meet and spend time together. I can barely stay at familar places (sisters/friends) without the urge to flee...I just don't know how I am going to do this?
Could use any sort of advice.
Could my current bought be down to a recent bereavement. Will it ease when I address and and accept this new reality? Do I face the music in work or start fresh?
Just seems that every area of my life needs adjusting and I'm feeling so overwhelmed. It's making me just not want to bother.