pennypanic
22-09-12, 08:18
Hello guys,
You can find my story about my panic attacks at the medication section>Escitalopram (I need 3 more posts in order to post a link). As you will see I decided to take meds in order to fight it back, combining it with psychoanalysis and CTB.So far I had one session with my psychologist but she was asking me about my family background, and what might have triggered my panic attacks.Is that a part of CTB.
The problem is that I'm house bound,too afraid to step out of the house unless I have to walk my dog for a short distance. Panic attacks made me agoraphobic,i'm not going to work anymore and I moved to my parent's house. :mad: Anyways my anxiety kept growing up and I could barely sleep for 5 days,couldn't focus on anything not even watch tv and had terrible nightmares. It's been a week and a half now that the only thing I do while on bed reading everything concerning panic attacks and medication from my phone on the internet and became really more anxious.My mother has freaked out seeing me like that.I don't think that I will ever overcome this.I'm so jealous of people fighting it back without meds.My psychiatrist prescribed me Lexapro/Cipralex and today is my fourth day and I feel such a dump and useless.I must add that part of my depression before the attacks was my weight that had changed due to hypothyroidism, and affected my relationship.After my surgery I managed to lose 15 kg,but still need to lose 20.I don't know how am I going to do this as I've seen most people have gained weight while on Ad's. Please, I need some support and friends now. Sorry,for the long thread.
You can find my story about my panic attacks at the medication section>Escitalopram (I need 3 more posts in order to post a link). As you will see I decided to take meds in order to fight it back, combining it with psychoanalysis and CTB.So far I had one session with my psychologist but she was asking me about my family background, and what might have triggered my panic attacks.Is that a part of CTB.
The problem is that I'm house bound,too afraid to step out of the house unless I have to walk my dog for a short distance. Panic attacks made me agoraphobic,i'm not going to work anymore and I moved to my parent's house. :mad: Anyways my anxiety kept growing up and I could barely sleep for 5 days,couldn't focus on anything not even watch tv and had terrible nightmares. It's been a week and a half now that the only thing I do while on bed reading everything concerning panic attacks and medication from my phone on the internet and became really more anxious.My mother has freaked out seeing me like that.I don't think that I will ever overcome this.I'm so jealous of people fighting it back without meds.My psychiatrist prescribed me Lexapro/Cipralex and today is my fourth day and I feel such a dump and useless.I must add that part of my depression before the attacks was my weight that had changed due to hypothyroidism, and affected my relationship.After my surgery I managed to lose 15 kg,but still need to lose 20.I don't know how am I going to do this as I've seen most people have gained weight while on Ad's. Please, I need some support and friends now. Sorry,for the long thread.