busybee09
26-09-12, 20:13
I fly to Florida on friday for a good old disneyworld holiday. MOST ppl would be excited i on the other hand have a hugge fear of planes and all this panic has built up and today i've seriously felt out of it and i feel like i have a massive cry attack waiting to happen :(
Good news i have got some diazapem for tomo night!
Everythings built up, i was absolutely worried about a lump on my wrist docs said it was a ganglion and i was very naughty to have hit it with a book. haha
Then my bf says he has a lump behind his ear, which worries me to the high heavens because he will not go to the docs for any reason. i can't be doing with anymore panic im gona burst! So im just gona leave it and it's probably an infection ear drum or something crazy.
I now have a tight head on top and can feel my face is tight from holding back the tears. Im currently sitting in bed listening to plinky plonky music and having a good old cry to myself !!
Good news i have got some diazapem for tomo night!
Everythings built up, i was absolutely worried about a lump on my wrist docs said it was a ganglion and i was very naughty to have hit it with a book. haha
Then my bf says he has a lump behind his ear, which worries me to the high heavens because he will not go to the docs for any reason. i can't be doing with anymore panic im gona burst! So im just gona leave it and it's probably an infection ear drum or something crazy.
I now have a tight head on top and can feel my face is tight from holding back the tears. Im currently sitting in bed listening to plinky plonky music and having a good old cry to myself !!