tricia56
06-10-12, 12:16
not sure if this aniety related or the right place to post but this year has been so bad everything seems to of happened and been so stressful .i will try and keep it short and try explain whats happened firstly i have a 8 children whome have all grown up by one who is 16, so i know im going to some kind of stress and things will happen but since last nov everything seems to of happened one after the other. fistly one of my daughters had to come and live with me with her three children because of seriouse problems with drugs she was taking and had to leave her home she was living in . so i had to help her she is ok now and got a new home nr by to me .then a other son split from his wife and children because of his drink and drug problems so i ended up having him live with me for awhile, he has gone bk to his family now and sorting himself out, and after that my sister who is a alcolic and deprressive and lived alone tried to kill herself and was admited to metal unit but because of the way she isnt allowed to live on her own so the doctors and social services asked if i would let her stay with me untill they find her a secure home for her to move in to , i didnt really want the burden of her but no one else in the family would have her so i took her in she is stil leaving with me at the momement and sems to be doing ok. and to top it a couple of weeks ago one of my other sons who lives with me had a breakdown and tried to harm imself he is getting help and suport off the crisis team but yesterday he had a fit and was rushed to a/e and he now has epalpsy. so all thats hapened has helped me with my anxiety and just keep ansking my self today wat else is going to happen next as i feel totataly emotinaly drained by everthing that has happened and thinking is it me bringing on all the sterss on myself because im allowing to take on everyones elses problems .but i find it very hard not too and feel that wish i could go away and leave it all and not have the worrie and stess of my family but then ifeel selfish by thinking that as i8 cant run away and not deal with it as they all are my children