ReissG
08-10-12, 22:48
So yesterday as I said I looked in the mirror and found a sore on my mouth which as usual jumped to the worst conclusion of oral cancer, anyway I realised the reason I have it is because I've had a habit of scraping that part of my tongue on my teeth and that's what created the red sore.
Now I know this for 100% fact, so why oh p***ing hell why do I keep telling myself sub consciously that it's oral cancer!!!
I am terrified that this scrape won't be gone by wednesday (when I go home and have to leave my boyfriend at uni) because I'll be alone near enough all the time leaving me time to think about it!
I just want a break from this so bad, so so bad.
My Doctor looked at my throat and mouth today. didn't even point the scrape out. He reassured me that my lymph nodes are fine etc..
I am absolutely raging with myself, 7 weeks I've gone through this F-ing HA and it should have been over today!
But no, now it's oral cancer!
I really hate my head, really hate it so much.
Now I know this for 100% fact, so why oh p***ing hell why do I keep telling myself sub consciously that it's oral cancer!!!
I am terrified that this scrape won't be gone by wednesday (when I go home and have to leave my boyfriend at uni) because I'll be alone near enough all the time leaving me time to think about it!
I just want a break from this so bad, so so bad.
My Doctor looked at my throat and mouth today. didn't even point the scrape out. He reassured me that my lymph nodes are fine etc..
I am absolutely raging with myself, 7 weeks I've gone through this F-ing HA and it should have been over today!
But no, now it's oral cancer!
I really hate my head, really hate it so much.