cornishmaid
10-10-12, 07:01
this health anxiety is really pulling me down now,every day i wake up fretting about something ,wierd thing is i have breast cancer,just finished chemo,got radiotherapy this month and i do not worry about that i just deal with it i know it sounds odd but i imagine i have all sorts of things,in the last week ive stressed about a ruptured spleen (and got left hand side stomach pain) then ruptured gallbladder(so yep thern i got right hand side pains) couple of dvts,this morning my arm hurts so now am stressing about blood clot in arm ,my shoulder hurts ,its every morning now i wake and there is something,i cant remember having a day free from stressing about some illness,i am seeing a psychologistbut she seems to talk about the cancer but i dont stress about it ,i have it and have to get on with it ,its all the damn things i imagine i have its sending me doolally , sorry for the rant best wishes to all ,x