Gotagetthroughthis
15-10-12, 19:01
I really hate it when its like this, i know my doctors think im a hypercondriact and dont ever take me seriously because they see anxiety as soon as they bring up my file. Even the receptionists are rude and sarcastic saying "so what is wrong with you today then".
I havnt exactly been there for much up untill a few months ago i never went to the doctors and if i ever did there was something found rong.
Now ive been back and forth with all my Symptoms that seem to be Neurological or anxiety. They say it is anxiety and didnt refer me after a letter from an optician suggesting they should and another time they said they would and then i found out that was just to get rid of me and they didnt refer me. After going back about 6 or 7 times they have finally refered me to a neuro but i havnt received anything yet so i will no doubt be waiting another couple of months.
I wont go into all of my symptoms again because ive gone on about them enough on here but the ones i am worried about are my blurry vision which seems to be getting gradually worse every day. Also i have had a tender throat and a loud painfull clicking every time i swollow, its like some sort of cartilage is getting caught on something, sometimes i stuggle to swallow. Ive been ignoring it for ages as i dont want to go back to the doctors with yet another thing.
Now ive written out this post im thinking why am i even posting it, i dont know what answers im looking for. Im just annoyed and i try to ignore these things but the symptoms are all real and when your swollowing and your sight is not working properly its very hard to ignore.
I suppose i just wanted to let out my worries and vent my anger.
I do feel privileged to have our NHS but they are so crap at times.
Do you guys think i should change doctors or are they just going to have my medical records send over and end up treating me exactly the same?
I havnt exactly been there for much up untill a few months ago i never went to the doctors and if i ever did there was something found rong.
Now ive been back and forth with all my Symptoms that seem to be Neurological or anxiety. They say it is anxiety and didnt refer me after a letter from an optician suggesting they should and another time they said they would and then i found out that was just to get rid of me and they didnt refer me. After going back about 6 or 7 times they have finally refered me to a neuro but i havnt received anything yet so i will no doubt be waiting another couple of months.
I wont go into all of my symptoms again because ive gone on about them enough on here but the ones i am worried about are my blurry vision which seems to be getting gradually worse every day. Also i have had a tender throat and a loud painfull clicking every time i swollow, its like some sort of cartilage is getting caught on something, sometimes i stuggle to swallow. Ive been ignoring it for ages as i dont want to go back to the doctors with yet another thing.
Now ive written out this post im thinking why am i even posting it, i dont know what answers im looking for. Im just annoyed and i try to ignore these things but the symptoms are all real and when your swollowing and your sight is not working properly its very hard to ignore.
I suppose i just wanted to let out my worries and vent my anger.
I do feel privileged to have our NHS but they are so crap at times.
Do you guys think i should change doctors or are they just going to have my medical records send over and end up treating me exactly the same?