B100D
24-10-12, 14:58
Hello, Iam a 30(ish) year old man, and have been living (i use that term lightly) with anxiety for over 15years now, when it started I felt it was easier to cope with, but now not only have I not left my house for nearlly 3 years, Iam struggling when people come to my house including family and freinds.I have 4 wonderful kids, but feel as though Iam not doing them any favours since I cant take them anywhere or atch them playing football ect, Ive been on all kinds of different tablets, and Iam currenty (still) waiting to see another therapyst, I think cbt, but that could be early next year, if Iam lucky, My doctor has put me on propranolol I never like taking tablets and Iam very anxious about taking these, mainly because of the dose Iam to start from, 80mg, I know someone on these and they have a meger (in comparisson) 10mg twice a day. Iam currently still on Mirtazapine, as they do help me sleep and stay asleep, I still have horrible dreams, but I consider that the lesser of 2 evils.
Just like to say hi, and that I've never done anything like this before, but I think its time I tried to get help anywhere I possibly can, considering that time of year is drawing closer, and familys do love to spring surprise visits around this time, not that Iam Scrudge, but Iam not a big fan of xmas anymore.
Just like to say hi, and that I've never done anything like this before, but I think its time I tried to get help anywhere I possibly can, considering that time of year is drawing closer, and familys do love to spring surprise visits around this time, not that Iam Scrudge, but Iam not a big fan of xmas anymore.