insomina go away!!

[mackncody]

Hey all. It is exaclty 1:44 am here in America. Trust me not a good hour. No good movies on, other than porn gotta be awake enough for that j/k, and I'm bored. Bored and Tired and anxious. My stupid OCD won't let me sleep my routines are all messed up and my mind won't turn off. I have my wisdom teeth surgery on monday. I'm scared. Even now my palms sweat and I have this horrible feeling I'm going to completely lose my composure and they will have to hold me down. I missed my last year of high school. The year that was supposed to be the best and most fun, and I was in homebound schooling. Now I don't even know what to do about college. How am I ever going to be fit for a job if I can't function now. I wish for a miracle. A dream. I wish for sanity and a quiet mind. I wish for peace. Excuse the ramblings of a freak who already took her sleeping pill 3 hours ago. Night all. Cheers.

If nothing else...I will survive.

To: SSJHSMH-U are light and my heart and strength. I will protect you in this life or the next always.

[manmoor]

Hi M,
I hope you feel better today. Just wanted to let you know my brother had wisdom teeth out a few months ago and doesnt have anxiety but was freaking out with fear. Afterwards he was very impressed because he had the teeth out before he even realised it. Try not to be scared. I'll be thinking of you on Monday.

Take Care

Mandy

xx

[net]

i've had 2 wisdom teeth out and was terrified of dentists but its all over before you know it, i found thinking about it was worse than actually having it done.
my worst time for insomnia is 2am, i put my headphones on and listen to music

netty

[dawnym]

Hi yes totally agree with everything you said.
The early hours are the worst,I too take sleeping pills everynight but then sit there wide awake waiting for it to work and thinking of all the things I could be doing.
take care Dawn

[dawnym]

Its 2.10a.m head is ticking over,everyone else is fast asleep.

Dawn

[mackncody]

Thanks guys. I didn't even remember writing that. When I take my sleeping pills I get loopy. But really thanks, it means alot that your thinking of me.
And Dawn maybe when your up at night you should knit. I do it during the day to quiet my mind. It may relax you. I'm off to go try to sleep. Please no nightmares. Only peace. Cheers all.[Sigh...][8D]

If nothing else...I will survive.

To: SSJHSMH-U are light and my heart and strength. I will protect you in this life or the next always.

[redbaron]

nice to know others out there with insomnia, even if your day is still going on when I'm supposed to be asleep!

“There is a certain sort of man who ignores his own good qualities but is tormented by his bad ones, this is the man who writes about himself.”
-W. Somerset Maugham

[katapellos7]

i think i beat you guys, most days i go up to 4 am ;)

let us all have the will power to overcome this. goodnight ;)