Anxious lu
03-11-12, 10:47
Having such a bad day today..
It's the anniversary of my mums death and work is so quiet I have too much time to think.. I can't go home as we are understaffed
But am literally close to tears all the time..
My anxiety has been going mental lately and I hurt all over aches and pains in most muscles and joints..
I don't know If it's because of the day it is but I keep having negative thoughts.. I have an underlying disease that will cause me to die prematurely or become disabled and thoughts of my boyfriend with other girls having to mOve on with life.
This is damaging me so much I'm only twenty and can't imagine carrying on like this..
Sorry for the essay just have so much to get Off my chest emotionally and the symptoms of aches, twitches, dizziness anxiety causes are not helping me..
It's the anniversary of my mums death and work is so quiet I have too much time to think.. I can't go home as we are understaffed
But am literally close to tears all the time..
My anxiety has been going mental lately and I hurt all over aches and pains in most muscles and joints..
I don't know If it's because of the day it is but I keep having negative thoughts.. I have an underlying disease that will cause me to die prematurely or become disabled and thoughts of my boyfriend with other girls having to mOve on with life.
This is damaging me so much I'm only twenty and can't imagine carrying on like this..
Sorry for the essay just have so much to get Off my chest emotionally and the symptoms of aches, twitches, dizziness anxiety causes are not helping me..