rb1978
04-11-12, 16:44
Does anyone else think they're doing alright only for anxiety/depression to come back big style out of the blue? I'm supposed to be going away for a few days starting tomorrow (nowhere exotic, I'm going down to london for a short break) and right now I would give my right arm not to have to go. I've spent the weekend basically curled up on the sofa, dreading having to go away. If I don't go I'll no doubt feel a failure though.
I think the problem is that I've had niggling health problems for a few weeks. I've had an infection in one of my nails which a "normal" person would probably regard as nothing but to me it's all-consuming. It's made some of the skin green so I've been panicking out of my mind back and forth to doctors. I've seen about 7 people over the last few weeks and have convinced myself it must be cancer because it's not clearing up quickly. Despite the doctor saying there was nothing to suggest it was anything nasty, I just don't believe him.
Been on antibiotics for a couple of weeks and now my tongue's gone brown. Even though I "know" it'll be the anti-biotics, the voice is there saying its cancer. Hell, I can't even find anything bad on google about this symptom but still the little voice is there.
It just amazes me how I think I'm doing ok then something however small will start the anxiety and depression up again and before I know it I'm weeping and just wanting to spend my days curled up in bed, hiding. :(
I think the problem is that I've had niggling health problems for a few weeks. I've had an infection in one of my nails which a "normal" person would probably regard as nothing but to me it's all-consuming. It's made some of the skin green so I've been panicking out of my mind back and forth to doctors. I've seen about 7 people over the last few weeks and have convinced myself it must be cancer because it's not clearing up quickly. Despite the doctor saying there was nothing to suggest it was anything nasty, I just don't believe him.
Been on antibiotics for a couple of weeks and now my tongue's gone brown. Even though I "know" it'll be the anti-biotics, the voice is there saying its cancer. Hell, I can't even find anything bad on google about this symptom but still the little voice is there.
It just amazes me how I think I'm doing ok then something however small will start the anxiety and depression up again and before I know it I'm weeping and just wanting to spend my days curled up in bed, hiding. :(