pjr
07-11-12, 17:47
Been feeling ok for a while but have noticed the all too familiar thoughts and physical symtoms of anxiety starting to creep into my day to day life. I was 40 this year and I have had these anxiety ups and downs since I was about 16. I am worn out by it!
Todays horrible sign was the twitching in my eye lid, it always comes on as the anxiety builds up. But soon I will be considering if I have a horrible disease or not - makes me laugh at the moment because I can think logically about it but I know this thought will arrive soon!!!
When I am in a good spell anxiety never leaves me but I feel like I am in control not it. When I am in a good spell I always feel like I have got it beat and will always be able to control it but then it starts building up and takes control and I feel defenceless to stop it!
HOW CAN I EVER BEAT THIS ENDLESS CYCLE??????????????
Todays horrible sign was the twitching in my eye lid, it always comes on as the anxiety builds up. But soon I will be considering if I have a horrible disease or not - makes me laugh at the moment because I can think logically about it but I know this thought will arrive soon!!!
When I am in a good spell anxiety never leaves me but I feel like I am in control not it. When I am in a good spell I always feel like I have got it beat and will always be able to control it but then it starts building up and takes control and I feel defenceless to stop it!
HOW CAN I EVER BEAT THIS ENDLESS CYCLE??????????????