harrys mummy
08-11-12, 09:30
Morning all, I'm so sorry to keep going on but I'm really struggling today! Yesterday wasn't a bad day, no let up in my numb fingertips but I wasn't worrying about MS, today I am!! I feel like crying my eyes out but while at work not really the place, mostly I'm thinking about my baby boy. He's 8 mths old, such a munchkin I can't imaginme not being around to see him grow up or for him to see deteriate with MS!!! OMG I feel like I'm going insane on the inside!! I desperatly want my appointment for the nerve tests to come through but who knows how long that's going to be!!!! Its MS I know it is!! To make matters worse my father in law has MS quite bad now & he's a shadow of the man he was, doesn't know who we are, I couldn't bear that, my poor baby boy!!! Sorry again for going on xx