sweet_oblivion2121
09-11-12, 18:23
My name is Ashley, I'am at a stand still in my life where for the past several months I have been experiencing panic attacks , long drawn out thoughts that I for some reason cant get rid of. I came across this site looking for guidance , and maybe the feeling that Im not alone.
On February 10th of this year my father passed away, it was a horrible, heart breaking time and that day also being my 6 yr olds birthday didnt help at all. That is when my thoughts started abt me dieing, I cant stop thinking that Im going to die. There is no real cause for it, I do have some medical issues but none that are terminal. However I have become a hypochondriac. After my father passed, one of my good friends got killed in a car accident the following month. Then in that same month of my friend being killed, my children's father got sent to prison rendering me a single mother of 2 boys. I do have my good days, and I have gotten some better about my panic attacks. But my thoughts that Iam dieing and thinking abt death still haunt me daily. If anyone has some positive feedback I would love to hear it. Thx much
On February 10th of this year my father passed away, it was a horrible, heart breaking time and that day also being my 6 yr olds birthday didnt help at all. That is when my thoughts started abt me dieing, I cant stop thinking that Im going to die. There is no real cause for it, I do have some medical issues but none that are terminal. However I have become a hypochondriac. After my father passed, one of my good friends got killed in a car accident the following month. Then in that same month of my friend being killed, my children's father got sent to prison rendering me a single mother of 2 boys. I do have my good days, and I have gotten some better about my panic attacks. But my thoughts that Iam dieing and thinking abt death still haunt me daily. If anyone has some positive feedback I would love to hear it. Thx much