starlight78
11-11-12, 18:17
Hi ladies,
I would really value hearing about people's experiences of pregnancy if they have anxiety disorders.
I have had anxiety and OCD symptoms for a long time, recent bad relapse, but getting there.
I would so love to start a family with my husband, but I am anxious about how I will cope. The thought of pregnancy is both wonderful and terrifying to me. I fear being pregnant and totally out of control of my body. I have claustrophobia and whilst I think pregnancy is a beautiful gift, I fear I will freak out and get obsessive about wanting 'it out!'.
The thought of having something growing inside of me freaks me out sometimes and at other times I feel that it would be incredible to be carrying our child.
In scared of not having the safety net of medication and also, and I know this sounds really stupid, I fear that I won't have the ultimate escape of ending my life. I'm ashamed to say that, but sometimes it helps me to know that I have some control over something... But obviously I would never do that to an unborn child.
I hope I haven't upset anyone. I would so value hearing from others who have struggled and beaten this.
Hugs and best wishes x x
I would really value hearing about people's experiences of pregnancy if they have anxiety disorders.
I have had anxiety and OCD symptoms for a long time, recent bad relapse, but getting there.
I would so love to start a family with my husband, but I am anxious about how I will cope. The thought of pregnancy is both wonderful and terrifying to me. I fear being pregnant and totally out of control of my body. I have claustrophobia and whilst I think pregnancy is a beautiful gift, I fear I will freak out and get obsessive about wanting 'it out!'.
The thought of having something growing inside of me freaks me out sometimes and at other times I feel that it would be incredible to be carrying our child.
In scared of not having the safety net of medication and also, and I know this sounds really stupid, I fear that I won't have the ultimate escape of ending my life. I'm ashamed to say that, but sometimes it helps me to know that I have some control over something... But obviously I would never do that to an unborn child.
I hope I haven't upset anyone. I would so value hearing from others who have struggled and beaten this.
Hugs and best wishes x x