kate H
18-08-06, 10:43
Feel very scared that all my symptoms are coming back. Have been doing so well lately, have almost felt "normal" again.
Have been under a lot of stress lately, am freaking myself out about my trip to Ghana and really wish I hadn't volunteered to do it, i dont think I am quite strong enough to do it yet, but we have raised so much money I HAVE to go. I have got to have loads of injections in 2 weeks time and the thought of it just makes me want to throw up.
I am moving out of home for the first time which is also freaking me out coz I am leaving my security blanket and i can tell my Mum exactly how i feel and dont have to pretend how i feel around her.
Also my Mum fell over yesterday and she has really hurt her face I was so shocked when i saw her i just burst into tears, she has a black eye a cut nose and lip and looks like shes been in a fight.
Just after i got in last nite I felt really ill so i went to the loo and i pretty much fainted, ever since then ive felt really panicky and my stomachs in knots, when i i went to bed the heqart flutters and the weird flashed in my mind came back. I just dont want the DP to come back as it has taken so long to go.
Really dont want all my anxiety to come back as i know how it turns your life upside down and you have to start all over again.
****You can never get rid of the butterflies, but you can teach them to fly in formation ****
Have been under a lot of stress lately, am freaking myself out about my trip to Ghana and really wish I hadn't volunteered to do it, i dont think I am quite strong enough to do it yet, but we have raised so much money I HAVE to go. I have got to have loads of injections in 2 weeks time and the thought of it just makes me want to throw up.
I am moving out of home for the first time which is also freaking me out coz I am leaving my security blanket and i can tell my Mum exactly how i feel and dont have to pretend how i feel around her.
Also my Mum fell over yesterday and she has really hurt her face I was so shocked when i saw her i just burst into tears, she has a black eye a cut nose and lip and looks like shes been in a fight.
Just after i got in last nite I felt really ill so i went to the loo and i pretty much fainted, ever since then ive felt really panicky and my stomachs in knots, when i i went to bed the heqart flutters and the weird flashed in my mind came back. I just dont want the DP to come back as it has taken so long to go.
Really dont want all my anxiety to come back as i know how it turns your life upside down and you have to start all over again.
****You can never get rid of the butterflies, but you can teach them to fly in formation ****