primitivepainter
18-11-12, 22:42
Hi everyone.
I hope everyone here is feeling well - and even if you are not (I'm not) atleast we can stand together in this.
I'm currently recovering from a breakdown - but feel really scared tonight. I went for a walk this afternoon and could barely look at peoples faces and had to keep hiding mine away whenever anyone walked past. I feel really scared about this - I used to beable to live day to day, work a job etc. and I feel very worried I might not get back there?
I am off sick from work still (started a week or so ago) and feel really scared about what my colleagues will think when I return. I don't feel I can face work this week anyway, so I am trying to allay the fear of this until then but it isn't helping much.
Just feel so lonely and trapped right now. There are a few big changes I need to make in my life (which ultimately led me to how I am now as they have not yet been made). But I wonder if I will ever beable to face them. I wish I could just never return to my job and never face it again.
I am taking quetiapine and mirtazapine but fear they aren't working. Tonight I am feeling there is no light at the end of the tunnel again after thinking I was maybe getting a little better over the weekend.
Just want to escape the world right now :weep:
I hope everyone here is feeling well - and even if you are not (I'm not) atleast we can stand together in this.
I'm currently recovering from a breakdown - but feel really scared tonight. I went for a walk this afternoon and could barely look at peoples faces and had to keep hiding mine away whenever anyone walked past. I feel really scared about this - I used to beable to live day to day, work a job etc. and I feel very worried I might not get back there?
I am off sick from work still (started a week or so ago) and feel really scared about what my colleagues will think when I return. I don't feel I can face work this week anyway, so I am trying to allay the fear of this until then but it isn't helping much.
Just feel so lonely and trapped right now. There are a few big changes I need to make in my life (which ultimately led me to how I am now as they have not yet been made). But I wonder if I will ever beable to face them. I wish I could just never return to my job and never face it again.
I am taking quetiapine and mirtazapine but fear they aren't working. Tonight I am feeling there is no light at the end of the tunnel again after thinking I was maybe getting a little better over the weekend.
Just want to escape the world right now :weep: