dread
18-11-12, 23:33
This is really embarrassing, and also really horrible. I'm sure you know what I mean when I talk about that feeling you get in your stomach when you're on a rollercoaster drop. .well, i get it when i go down a hill in a car.
It never bothered me until I stopped taking meds, but now that feeling seems a thousand times more intense and is getting me worked up, and freaking out when it happens.
I wouldnt mind so much, but where I work, we drive a girl home fridays and pick her up sundays and the roads are all national limit country roads staggered with loads of these very steep and very high hills. They're unavoidable, and I cant get out of making the journey, but its such an embarrassing problem. Today one was so bad that my speech went slurred and my head rolled- like a rollercoaster- and it was just a bloody hill. Pardon my French but its infuriating.
Will the feelings get less intense if I get used to it? I know i should relax but its so hard, especially when its dark and I don't always see them coming. Its horrible :(
It never bothered me until I stopped taking meds, but now that feeling seems a thousand times more intense and is getting me worked up, and freaking out when it happens.
I wouldnt mind so much, but where I work, we drive a girl home fridays and pick her up sundays and the roads are all national limit country roads staggered with loads of these very steep and very high hills. They're unavoidable, and I cant get out of making the journey, but its such an embarrassing problem. Today one was so bad that my speech went slurred and my head rolled- like a rollercoaster- and it was just a bloody hill. Pardon my French but its infuriating.
Will the feelings get less intense if I get used to it? I know i should relax but its so hard, especially when its dark and I don't always see them coming. Its horrible :(