maximus1975
19-11-12, 14:38
i no how powerful anxiety can be until they got my brother on the right combination of meds he tried to comit suicide 3 times ,ive seen how bad it can get first hand my brother use to walk 30 miles during the night just so he could tire himself out to get a few hours sleep , i was living him with him at the time and use to hear him come in at 5 in the morning paceing up and down in his room , luckily im not at that stage as yet but theres gunna come a time in a min when they try to get me of lorazepam and that scares the life out of me its suppose to be like coming of heroine, i dont ever remamber being as depressed as i have been in the last month, i think its all hit me at once when i stoped drinking that ive lost my lisence, lost me job , am single ,in debt suffer from mental health issues, am very very lonely its all a bit to much to take , im trying to think more positive but those negative thoughts keep flooding me with fear