LindsayD
20-11-12, 19:27
Hi, I am new to this site and have not started a thread before. I have tried to give advice to others and take comfort from other threads/advice.
I am so anxious and low tonight. My anxiety returned with a vengeance a few weeks ago when I started to develop a throat infection and struggled to swallow. This developed into toncilitis and I was prescribed diazapam as well as beta-blockers to calm my anxiety about my health. My toncilitis had almost cleared up when I visited the doctors Monday (after two weeks on antibiotics) and I was feeling much brighter. Today though my throat has been painful and when i have looked in the mirror I have white spots on my tonsils again. I am so scared that it is coming back now and why is is coming back after all these antibiotics? I can't bear it and don't feel strong enough to deal with this anymore. I have two small children and I should be cherishing every moment with them, not upset and scared to death like this. I dont know what to do. My husband says not to panic and I might feel better in the morning but that seems such a long way away and what if I feel worse? I just don't know what to do? Ive just had enough of feeling like this.
I am so anxious and low tonight. My anxiety returned with a vengeance a few weeks ago when I started to develop a throat infection and struggled to swallow. This developed into toncilitis and I was prescribed diazapam as well as beta-blockers to calm my anxiety about my health. My toncilitis had almost cleared up when I visited the doctors Monday (after two weeks on antibiotics) and I was feeling much brighter. Today though my throat has been painful and when i have looked in the mirror I have white spots on my tonsils again. I am so scared that it is coming back now and why is is coming back after all these antibiotics? I can't bear it and don't feel strong enough to deal with this anymore. I have two small children and I should be cherishing every moment with them, not upset and scared to death like this. I dont know what to do. My husband says not to panic and I might feel better in the morning but that seems such a long way away and what if I feel worse? I just don't know what to do? Ive just had enough of feeling like this.