jodie
18-08-06, 18:54
hi
it all started at 11.30 last night i went to see to my little girl to get her back to sleep i was sat not stressed,i had a good day no panic and as i sat i started getting ectopics iv had them 7 years so i didn,t panic i just thought i would get some sleep as i tryed they got worse having lots i got up tryed to calm down as i was stressing at this point i dont like them at the best of times but at night i feel so alone .
anyway they got so bad i found myself ringing a doctor he sead he would come out after about 20 mins the doctor was hear and things just got much worse he was just not nice at all he asked why i was panicy i told him i had lost my doughter 7 years ago.
he looked around my room and spotted a pic of my the baby that i lost he put the pic face down and told me to get rid of it and live my life he talked for a min told me people dont feel ectopics so it wasent that i was having and i was just being silly (i have had a 24hr monitor so i know i get them) then tryed to injekt me with some diazipan i sead no so he got up and walked out sead i would never get better .i felt so upset and no further forward i have complaned about him and told prime care what he sead !
anyway i still feel realy bad today scared they are going to start agane tonight they have been happening most of the day i just wish they would do somthing to make them go away i was doing nothing to start them off last night so it is not just stress is what im thinking sorry for going on im just in such a mess tonight AGANE
jodie
it all started at 11.30 last night i went to see to my little girl to get her back to sleep i was sat not stressed,i had a good day no panic and as i sat i started getting ectopics iv had them 7 years so i didn,t panic i just thought i would get some sleep as i tryed they got worse having lots i got up tryed to calm down as i was stressing at this point i dont like them at the best of times but at night i feel so alone .
anyway they got so bad i found myself ringing a doctor he sead he would come out after about 20 mins the doctor was hear and things just got much worse he was just not nice at all he asked why i was panicy i told him i had lost my doughter 7 years ago.
he looked around my room and spotted a pic of my the baby that i lost he put the pic face down and told me to get rid of it and live my life he talked for a min told me people dont feel ectopics so it wasent that i was having and i was just being silly (i have had a 24hr monitor so i know i get them) then tryed to injekt me with some diazipan i sead no so he got up and walked out sead i would never get better .i felt so upset and no further forward i have complaned about him and told prime care what he sead !
anyway i still feel realy bad today scared they are going to start agane tonight they have been happening most of the day i just wish they would do somthing to make them go away i was doing nothing to start them off last night so it is not just stress is what im thinking sorry for going on im just in such a mess tonight AGANE
jodie