HereGoes
26-11-12, 23:33
Hi Everyone,
Last year i hit a bad patch and put myself back on Floroxitine, i had some left over from when i took it at a younger age. I went to the doctor shortly after as the anxiety got much worse. After not being able to cope with the side affects they transferred me to Citalopram. I was starting to come right and made the mistake of taking myself off them. An incident in June kicked it all off again and i havent been able to shake the anxiety since. I have recently left work in an effort to get better. The environment certainly hasnt been helping towards the situation.
I have been in thearpy for about 2 months now which is good, cause its made me realise what i value.
However, im still waking up in the morning with extreme anxiety and a feeling of thowing up. I was hoping this might ease or disappear when i left work. The difference now is that i just feel sick and dont actually be sick.
Anyway, i want to use this time to get myself better and after some thought have decided to kickstart back on Citalopram. I am scared and nervous about the next few weeks. Im feeling like ive taken control by making the decision to go back on them. I took my first this afternoon being 20mg. Its too soon for it to start but im hanging onto the thought that in 4 weeks time i should be starting to feel much better. All you support and advice would be awesome right now. Im worrying its going to be a scary ride....
Last year i hit a bad patch and put myself back on Floroxitine, i had some left over from when i took it at a younger age. I went to the doctor shortly after as the anxiety got much worse. After not being able to cope with the side affects they transferred me to Citalopram. I was starting to come right and made the mistake of taking myself off them. An incident in June kicked it all off again and i havent been able to shake the anxiety since. I have recently left work in an effort to get better. The environment certainly hasnt been helping towards the situation.
I have been in thearpy for about 2 months now which is good, cause its made me realise what i value.
However, im still waking up in the morning with extreme anxiety and a feeling of thowing up. I was hoping this might ease or disappear when i left work. The difference now is that i just feel sick and dont actually be sick.
Anyway, i want to use this time to get myself better and after some thought have decided to kickstart back on Citalopram. I am scared and nervous about the next few weeks. Im feeling like ive taken control by making the decision to go back on them. I took my first this afternoon being 20mg. Its too soon for it to start but im hanging onto the thought that in 4 weeks time i should be starting to feel much better. All you support and advice would be awesome right now. Im worrying its going to be a scary ride....