Hypo
27-11-12, 09:16
I had a great few months, now I am back in anxiety hell.
I have a black mole on my lower back.. it is small, one colour and my husband said it was there when he met me 7 years ago. It hasn't changed or grown but now I am convinced I have skin cancer.
I have a GP appointment on Monday but I am questioning if I should spend all my money on going to the mole clinic today? That seems drastic and I know I will find something else to worry about after but I don't know how I am going to manage until Monday.
I just cried myself to sleep last night. I don't have the energy to go through this again. I had a few months peace after a hellish 8 months of HA and going back there scares me so so much. I am tired and very bored of standing in front of mirrors.
I don't want to die and leave my children and husband :(
I have a black mole on my lower back.. it is small, one colour and my husband said it was there when he met me 7 years ago. It hasn't changed or grown but now I am convinced I have skin cancer.
I have a GP appointment on Monday but I am questioning if I should spend all my money on going to the mole clinic today? That seems drastic and I know I will find something else to worry about after but I don't know how I am going to manage until Monday.
I just cried myself to sleep last night. I don't have the energy to go through this again. I had a few months peace after a hellish 8 months of HA and going back there scares me so so much. I am tired and very bored of standing in front of mirrors.
I don't want to die and leave my children and husband :(