Stands mum
27-11-12, 17:19
Hi all
Tomorrow is my appointment with the neurologist. I feel scared. I realise that this could be the 'point of no return' when it all goes from being in my head to there actually being something wring with me. Does anyone know what I mean?
I keep imagining feeling relieved when he tells me I'm probably fine, but stopping myself as I just don't believe that's what's going to happen - I think he's going to find something in a reflex or strength test or something that is going to tell him there is something wrong and that will be it, in a few moments my life will be turned upside down.
At least my appointment is early so I won't be waiting around all day.
Tomorrow is my appointment with the neurologist. I feel scared. I realise that this could be the 'point of no return' when it all goes from being in my head to there actually being something wring with me. Does anyone know what I mean?
I keep imagining feeling relieved when he tells me I'm probably fine, but stopping myself as I just don't believe that's what's going to happen - I think he's going to find something in a reflex or strength test or something that is going to tell him there is something wrong and that will be it, in a few moments my life will be turned upside down.
At least my appointment is early so I won't be waiting around all day.