serendipity_x
27-11-12, 19:42
I'm 22 and have never been in a proper relationship. I feel the longer I go without being in one the worst it gets.
I've got a profile on a dating website and had a fling with a guy last year and things were going well at first, but I got scared and ended up accusing him of being clingy and went distant then he did and I realised I liked him and ended up telling him I thought I was falling for him.
We slept together a couple of times but had an argument and I ended up ignoring him even when he texted months later. I'm not regretting ignoring him as I felt a genuine connection with him. I want to get back in touch but don't know how to go about it.
I'm worried I'll either end up with someone as I'm scared of being alone or end up alone and lonely. I'm worried they'll leave me and I won't know how to cope, I'm scared I'll want to leave them but feel guilty.
I have psychosis and consider this to be too much baggage, I tell guys I have it on dating websites and they'll send one message after out of politeness and then it'll sizzle out. I want an intense relationship but get scared off when it starts getting deeper.
I've got a profile on a dating website and had a fling with a guy last year and things were going well at first, but I got scared and ended up accusing him of being clingy and went distant then he did and I realised I liked him and ended up telling him I thought I was falling for him.
We slept together a couple of times but had an argument and I ended up ignoring him even when he texted months later. I'm not regretting ignoring him as I felt a genuine connection with him. I want to get back in touch but don't know how to go about it.
I'm worried I'll either end up with someone as I'm scared of being alone or end up alone and lonely. I'm worried they'll leave me and I won't know how to cope, I'm scared I'll want to leave them but feel guilty.
I have psychosis and consider this to be too much baggage, I tell guys I have it on dating websites and they'll send one message after out of politeness and then it'll sizzle out. I want an intense relationship but get scared off when it starts getting deeper.