cos123
02-12-12, 16:24
Hi all: I'm doing pretty darn good for the last few weeks. When I was posting alot back in Sept. and Oct. I was on pretty shakey ground. I remember reading something that someone said about when we start feeling better we stop going on the forum, which is only natural. But some people get scared when someone suddenly drops off the forum. Well I just wanted to say the meds finally started working around the 5th week for me, and I have for the first time in so many years it scares me to think about it, felt joy at times. I was so depressed for so long I did''t even know it anymore, I thought that was just who I am now.
I still have a lot of challenges physically and sometimes mentally, but i'm hear to say, don't fear the meds they really can help despite the side effects at the beginning. I fought taking them for so long, thinking i could do this thing myself and if I coudn't I was less than worthy or some nonsense. So ridiculous.
I just wanted to check in all you guys that got me through those weeks and they were bad beyond belief. Appreciate every positive second you have in your life and they add up.
Love to you all
:yesyes:cos123
I still have a lot of challenges physically and sometimes mentally, but i'm hear to say, don't fear the meds they really can help despite the side effects at the beginning. I fought taking them for so long, thinking i could do this thing myself and if I coudn't I was less than worthy or some nonsense. So ridiculous.
I just wanted to check in all you guys that got me through those weeks and they were bad beyond belief. Appreciate every positive second you have in your life and they add up.
Love to you all
:yesyes:cos123