zippy
05-12-12, 17:46
I am scared once again.
I have had m.e/cfs for 11 yrs and i know all my symptoms etc. I started a week gone monday with vertigo when i tried to get up out of bed and when i sat up. I get it when i lay down and turn over and i feel off balance all day. I keep getting a pressure feeling in the side of my head. I have been panicking about brain tumors and now my right arm and leg keep feeling weak.
I have been to see 4 different gp's within 9 days who all don't seem alarmed.I have said about the brain tumor worries and they just seem to dismiss it. I don't think they realise how awful it is to suffer with anxiety and how much we worry. I have seen a gp today who said it needed looked at properly and is sending me to an ear,nose and throat specialist. I am glad but then i worry he must think it's serious because he is sending me, you can't win. I told him my worry that it's a brain tumor and he said i don't think it's that.
I will worry now until i get my apt. I am making myself ill, loose bowels,waking up early sweating, nausea, pressure in head and vertigo every time i turn my head. All these symptoms feed my fears.
I am waiting to see an immunologist too about my m.e/cfs and i worry it's progressing and this is how i am going to be now :weep:
I have had m.e/cfs for 11 yrs and i know all my symptoms etc. I started a week gone monday with vertigo when i tried to get up out of bed and when i sat up. I get it when i lay down and turn over and i feel off balance all day. I keep getting a pressure feeling in the side of my head. I have been panicking about brain tumors and now my right arm and leg keep feeling weak.
I have been to see 4 different gp's within 9 days who all don't seem alarmed.I have said about the brain tumor worries and they just seem to dismiss it. I don't think they realise how awful it is to suffer with anxiety and how much we worry. I have seen a gp today who said it needed looked at properly and is sending me to an ear,nose and throat specialist. I am glad but then i worry he must think it's serious because he is sending me, you can't win. I told him my worry that it's a brain tumor and he said i don't think it's that.
I will worry now until i get my apt. I am making myself ill, loose bowels,waking up early sweating, nausea, pressure in head and vertigo every time i turn my head. All these symptoms feed my fears.
I am waiting to see an immunologist too about my m.e/cfs and i worry it's progressing and this is how i am going to be now :weep: