It's my birthday

[lourah1989]

Hey guys so today is my 23rd birthday also my second anxiety disorder and depression anniversary so it's the worst day ever all I feel like I'm going to do is die :( my hearts gnna stop and I keep picturing my family at my funeral these irrational thoughts are scarring me to death :( does anyone else get this x

[overhead_drums]

Hey,

Happy birthday! i get these thoughts from time to time, normally with me its worrying the other way round though, i worry about other people, my family, friends etc. CBT helped this a lot, i really do recommend it.

Enjoy your birthday! your only 23 once...well for a whole year, but still only once! x

[panickyme]

I agree with overhead, you are so young, enjoy your Birthday, it is just a thought. Enjoy your day! Happy Birthday! :)

[Magic]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY lourah.
Sorry you are feeling this way. My answer to what you ask is no.
I am glad to be alive, and hope not to die until i am older.
I hope you are seeing your GP and explaining how you feel:hugs:

[almamatters]

Happy Birthday !! Wish I was 23 again LOL. Please do not worry and enjoy yourself :hugs:

[Thumbelina]

Happy birthday Lourah!
Hope all your dreams will come true!!!

[Sparkle1984]

Happy birthday!

I know how you are feeling, as I've had those horrible negative thoughts too, especially as I've been heading towards 30. It has improved over the last few weeks since I sought help, though.

[Mark13]

Oh I'm an hour late, sorry :)

Happy birthday.

You're exactly half my age :weep: :D

Mark

[joebloggs]

Hi. lourah. My goodness; I am well past your age, in fact 3 times more+. HAPPY BIRTHDAY although that may sound a bit hollow at the moment. Irrational thoughts occur because you are tired and 'sensitised'.
Your heart wont stop and you will most certainly not be going to your own funeral!!!. I know; we have all had these thoughts from time to time and you need to go along with them. If you try to 'fight' them off they just get stronger because you feed them more of your already depleted enegy. Of course the thoughts scare you. Who wouldn't be scared, but if you accept them for the moment and do not give them so much importance they will subside. Yes, they will, believe me. Try and have a relatively calm birthday and good luck. joe.

[london]

happy birthday
god bless

[kittyhan]

Happy birthday lourah!!

I know birthdays can sometimes be a dreaded thing (I know, I dread my birthday also) but its YOUR special day :) you were brought into this beautiful world and theres no one quite like you. Try not to let your bad thoughts get to you and try and have a good day.:hugs::hugs:

[lourah1989]

Thanks guys xx