willy
23-08-06, 14:15
hi,
im fighting two battles here. one is my depresion and anxiety dissorder. the other is my family ganging up on me and being nasty to me. especially my father.
my dad said to me recently we are all going to the maldives.
two years ago i would of jumped in joy and excitement.
but ive developed this fear of flying as some of you on here know about already.
i have flown this year. these have been shorty trips in europe.
anyway i have thought long and hard about this.
i talked to my grooup therapist yeterday for a lenghty time about it. the maldives trip.
i came to the decision that, im not ready for a trip this long yet.
resaon being is i believe in order to overcome this fear i have too overcome my other phobias first which are not ass severe as the flying.
and do sum more short trips, if i can get the time to do so, this year.
so i told my dad on the phone this morning the decision ive made.
he went berserk at me. started saying to me you cantgo on like this and your not even trying.
this is really frustrating andupsetting me. i feel so alone and hoped my family would understand and be on my side.
i feel like i am making good progress and that im heading in the rite direction.my therapist has told me this too. its a shame my parents dont care about these steps i have achieved already. and cant appreciate how much effort im putting in too overcome all of this.
will:(
im fighting two battles here. one is my depresion and anxiety dissorder. the other is my family ganging up on me and being nasty to me. especially my father.
my dad said to me recently we are all going to the maldives.
two years ago i would of jumped in joy and excitement.
but ive developed this fear of flying as some of you on here know about already.
i have flown this year. these have been shorty trips in europe.
anyway i have thought long and hard about this.
i talked to my grooup therapist yeterday for a lenghty time about it. the maldives trip.
i came to the decision that, im not ready for a trip this long yet.
resaon being is i believe in order to overcome this fear i have too overcome my other phobias first which are not ass severe as the flying.
and do sum more short trips, if i can get the time to do so, this year.
so i told my dad on the phone this morning the decision ive made.
he went berserk at me. started saying to me you cantgo on like this and your not even trying.
this is really frustrating andupsetting me. i feel so alone and hoped my family would understand and be on my side.
i feel like i am making good progress and that im heading in the rite direction.my therapist has told me this too. its a shame my parents dont care about these steps i have achieved already. and cant appreciate how much effort im putting in too overcome all of this.
will:(