lisak789
17-12-12, 13:45
I wish I new how to beat this cancer fear. I was doing so good! And now a friend of mine who had breast cancer and thought she beat it, just found out that it moved into her bones and liver. I am so scared. I keep thinking how would I accept that my doctor says he cant do anymore for me and I am termanal. She must be going through so much. And I struggle every day to beat my cancer fear and it is such a struggle. My 12 year old daughter has lymphnodes behind her ears, the right ear one is a bit bigger probably 1 CM. I had her into the doctor on monday who said it was from her acne but like a lot of people I feel like what if he is missiing something and I will lose her. I am turning into a parinod freak. I am constantly checking my kids for lumps and bumbs and I am sick of my behavour. I dont know what to do to make this better.