Mark13
17-12-12, 19:38
An unusual one maybe, but I've had this phobia on and off since 1978. I know exactly what caused it, but have never been able to get rid of it.
At the age of 12 I had a brain operation (I have hydrocephalus). By the time I got to the hospital (only 2 hospitals in England were capable of doing the surgery at the time) I was blind and paralysed (temporarily, fortunately) due to the build up of fluid on the brain.
I heared the Docs worrying about me, they were really concerned I would not survive, then I went into a coma.
All ended well of course, but since then I've had a sleep phobia on and off. In fact sleep governs my life one way or another. My wife is very understanding, but there are times when it really gets in the way.
My wife is going into hospital for a procedure on Thursday. She has to be there for 8am, and as I normally get up much later I'm worrying about the affect on my sleep pattern as much as her health and that makes me feel so guilty.
The sleep phobia is presumably linked with death phobia in that I went into a coma after expecting to die, but it manifests itself as a sleep phobia mainly when I'm sleep deprived and need sleep. Thats when I have to actually think about it (rather than it happening naturally) and obviously it's added to by the fear of what sleep deprivation may do to me. :scared15:
Any support / insight / shared experiences would be welcome.
At the age of 12 I had a brain operation (I have hydrocephalus). By the time I got to the hospital (only 2 hospitals in England were capable of doing the surgery at the time) I was blind and paralysed (temporarily, fortunately) due to the build up of fluid on the brain.
I heared the Docs worrying about me, they were really concerned I would not survive, then I went into a coma.
All ended well of course, but since then I've had a sleep phobia on and off. In fact sleep governs my life one way or another. My wife is very understanding, but there are times when it really gets in the way.
My wife is going into hospital for a procedure on Thursday. She has to be there for 8am, and as I normally get up much later I'm worrying about the affect on my sleep pattern as much as her health and that makes me feel so guilty.
The sleep phobia is presumably linked with death phobia in that I went into a coma after expecting to die, but it manifests itself as a sleep phobia mainly when I'm sleep deprived and need sleep. Thats when I have to actually think about it (rather than it happening naturally) and obviously it's added to by the fear of what sleep deprivation may do to me. :scared15:
Any support / insight / shared experiences would be welcome.