Munki
19-12-12, 14:38
I'm really going through it! After a year of many ups and downs (more downs) you think you've coped then you do that womanly thing that is CRACK!
In a nutshell, a few of my friends have very suddenly lost their Mums over the course of the year which has provided a blow as well as a real shock to us all! My Moms aunt also died whilst in her care very sadly, my Uncle nearly died in May right before my wedding (he were told to say our goodbyes but after the special touch of a wonderful doctor, managed to pull through and now lives a normal life!!) and last week my beautiful 15 year old persian had to go to cat heaven.
I'm very close to my Mum (only child) and hubby and I are currently living at Mums. We move on Dec 28th. All of a sudden, its like I can't cope. I can't breathe! It's like everything has come crashing down on me and i find myself shaking and crying uncontrollably!
I'm terrified of losing my Mum even though she's 'okay' and am fearful that she won't cope when I move out. I'm only moving 10 minutes away! I honestly have this cloud over me and I feel terrible.
Does anyone know what this is? Has a hard year just come crashing down? I almost want to delay moving until January but I don't want to let hubby down as he's so keen for us to have our own space!
What to do!! Just any advice would be good please guys. I'm in a mess!
In a nutshell, a few of my friends have very suddenly lost their Mums over the course of the year which has provided a blow as well as a real shock to us all! My Moms aunt also died whilst in her care very sadly, my Uncle nearly died in May right before my wedding (he were told to say our goodbyes but after the special touch of a wonderful doctor, managed to pull through and now lives a normal life!!) and last week my beautiful 15 year old persian had to go to cat heaven.
I'm very close to my Mum (only child) and hubby and I are currently living at Mums. We move on Dec 28th. All of a sudden, its like I can't cope. I can't breathe! It's like everything has come crashing down on me and i find myself shaking and crying uncontrollably!
I'm terrified of losing my Mum even though she's 'okay' and am fearful that she won't cope when I move out. I'm only moving 10 minutes away! I honestly have this cloud over me and I feel terrible.
Does anyone know what this is? Has a hard year just come crashing down? I almost want to delay moving until January but I don't want to let hubby down as he's so keen for us to have our own space!
What to do!! Just any advice would be good please guys. I'm in a mess!