rubymolloy
01-01-13, 03:21
sleep will not be found, head just full of thoughts and emotions to go with the pictures, like a horror/ torture side show....
jealousy, resentment, deep pain of sadness, tears, confusion, so tired i am wretched,
therapists do my head in, boyfriends my heart, want to run away to outer mongolia and herd horses, live in a yurt.
new day tommorow if i ever find some sleep...right when i dont need confusion it fells me down.
feel ashamed of this gloomy post, not felt this bad in a long time...which is good i guess,
ive had an over stimulating day and night, much emotio nto deal with and its bitten me on the bum.
back to maj jong and perhaps another cup of tea, try and go easy on myself eh?
kind regards to anyone else feeling like merd ce soir..x
jealousy, resentment, deep pain of sadness, tears, confusion, so tired i am wretched,
therapists do my head in, boyfriends my heart, want to run away to outer mongolia and herd horses, live in a yurt.
new day tommorow if i ever find some sleep...right when i dont need confusion it fells me down.
feel ashamed of this gloomy post, not felt this bad in a long time...which is good i guess,
ive had an over stimulating day and night, much emotio nto deal with and its bitten me on the bum.
back to maj jong and perhaps another cup of tea, try and go easy on myself eh?
kind regards to anyone else feeling like merd ce soir..x