illgetthere
03-01-13, 00:41
Hi all my names vicky I'm 30 I have 4 children 1 bring a baby of 4 months I'm your average girl take a step back and let things go over my head bit of a worry wart at times like most I guess until last year that was(2011) time as flown it was a year ago November I was watching a film with my partner when I had a massive panic attack to whst I was told didn't believe no1 at all out of no where I could not believe that's what happend I then went from being mr yo a different person obsessed with my health I was convinced that I was seriously ill I then found out I was pregnant biggest shock ever I decided to have my baby even thou I was a state and just about functioning my pregnancy was great I felt good no anxiety till I gave birth and came home then it all started again obsessed with myself and whst I have wrong I had such a bad head I convinced myself I had a brain tumour I couldn't even get my head off the pillow the pain was immense my face was numb my ArM snd leg was to infact I've had severe anciety symptoms I've struggled and that's what as led me here yet again I'm on another scare as always and my conclusion is why why did I have to be the 1 to deal with this it's cruel I love life and that's my problem I want a guarantee ill watch my children grow up and see them enjoy life and have a family of there own but there is no guarantee is there snd till I come to terms with that how can I possibly get over health anxiety snd get back to my life I once had sorry for the long post
Much love vicky xxx
Much love vicky xxx