ReissG
03-01-13, 02:42
I can't sleep, I am so anxious.
My legs are sweating, back is hurting, pains in my neck, legs are sweating.
I keep touching my neck to make sure my glands haven't grown.
I just keep imagining him saying "I'm so sorry, buy you have to go to the hospital and have these tested, I think something serious is going on"
My boyfriend has felt the glands in my neck and the one under my arm, said they are all tiny, soft and moveable, he said I do not have cancer and is a million % sure (he even pinky swore to me that I don't and in this relationship you do NOT break a pinky swear lol)
I have a blood test as my doctor wants to test me for under active thyroid, see if that's making my anxiety bad.
I keep thinking he is plotting, making me think he won't test me for cancer and he will, is it illegal for him to go behind my back like that?
When I said is this blood test for cancer he laughed and said "no why"
I know I am okay, I have no other symptoms, just a few palpable lymphnodes, some are so small I'm guessing about 2mm lol!
I hate this!!!! :'(
My legs are sweating, back is hurting, pains in my neck, legs are sweating.
I keep touching my neck to make sure my glands haven't grown.
I just keep imagining him saying "I'm so sorry, buy you have to go to the hospital and have these tested, I think something serious is going on"
My boyfriend has felt the glands in my neck and the one under my arm, said they are all tiny, soft and moveable, he said I do not have cancer and is a million % sure (he even pinky swore to me that I don't and in this relationship you do NOT break a pinky swear lol)
I have a blood test as my doctor wants to test me for under active thyroid, see if that's making my anxiety bad.
I keep thinking he is plotting, making me think he won't test me for cancer and he will, is it illegal for him to go behind my back like that?
When I said is this blood test for cancer he laughed and said "no why"
I know I am okay, I have no other symptoms, just a few palpable lymphnodes, some are so small I'm guessing about 2mm lol!
I hate this!!!! :'(