oh no_1
03-01-13, 09:48
been off work month and half now. new term starts monday...
got doc ringing me 2day... but not any of two doctors i been seeing regarding this episode if thats what to call them.
was told on here other day the longer i leave it the harder it will be.... which in my case guna have more n more to do the longer i leave it i guess..... already dreading how much i got to do.
deep down if im honest..... gosh cant believe im saying this.... well im a mess.... im a total and utter wreck.
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but im going to be until i face it arent i?
dont want to happen what did last time when i was off?
after that was so so so scared ot ever be off again but here i am, cnt help been off.... im scared for my future.
got doc ringing me 2day... but not any of two doctors i been seeing regarding this episode if thats what to call them.
was told on here other day the longer i leave it the harder it will be.... which in my case guna have more n more to do the longer i leave it i guess..... already dreading how much i got to do.
deep down if im honest..... gosh cant believe im saying this.... well im a mess.... im a total and utter wreck.
---------- Post added at 09:48 ---------- Previous post was at 09:46 ----------
but im going to be until i face it arent i?
dont want to happen what did last time when i was off?
after that was so so so scared ot ever be off again but here i am, cnt help been off.... im scared for my future.