Is it normal to have thoughts that I'm thinking

[little kyle]

I keep getting thoughts that I have done somthing with a product I worked with
Just need to know is it normal to have realistic thoughts

[Baggs]

Hi Kyle,
I think you might have to explain a little more. All the best.

Baggs

[little kyle]

I keep thinking I have poisoned my self like thought a keep coming to my head I can not find any evidence I have done anything

I'm having a panic attack my heart is banging I'm stating to shack

[Baggs]

Ah right. So it's just a thought with no evidence. Looking over some of your posts I see that a lot are under Health Anxiety. I have little experience of this but I'm sure there will be others here who will be able to offer you good advice. I wish you all the best.

Baggs

[little kyle]

Thank you

[nomorepanic]

Did you get a diagnosis of schizophrenia can I ask?

[little kyle]

Yes

---------- Post added at 03:02 ---------- Previous post was at 03:01 ----------

This is goin to sound mad I have smelld my own breath nothing there

[nomorepanic]

ok well the poisoning thing is something that I found to be very common with schizophrenia and the thought that the family or yourself have done something to poison you.

[little kyle]

I had that when I was on holiday thought my friend poisoned my food

---------- Post added at 03:12 ---------- Previous post was at 03:04 ----------

Thank you to the administrator I do feel awhile lot better I'm using and thinking outing everything together I really just wanna cry

The past week I have been feeling left out lonely usless
I get moody
Just wish I could talk to someone who does not have my life on record someone who can listen just to talk to I don't go out due to fears

Just really wish I could talk to someone just let everything out and for them not to judge me as a human/person

[nomorepanic]

I used to have to eat food for the client I worked with (you know who that was) to prove it was not poisoned - before she would eat it.

You do need to keep up appointments with doctors and psychiatrists and CPN's if you have one and can you get any care workers to come and help - like I did?

[little kyle]

I have never mentioned about a care worker to my doctor I know I'm going doctors tomorrow

[nomorepanic]

ok ask what care you can get cos the lady I worked for got me to help her.

[little kyle]

I will and thank you so so much

[nomorepanic]

I hope you get things sorted soon Kyle

[coldwater]

I have had this fear for years. It is hellish. I hope you feel better.