crystal17
04-01-13, 20:27
Hi everyone,
I am acting weird and snappy and shouting at people - like yesterday I ahouted at my partners 5 year old nephew! It was for being naughty and telling lies to try to get my 9 year old into trouble, but my partners family are very angry at me over it and apparently the child is very upset and doesn't want to come over again.
What kind of person does that?! I am horrible. And New Years Day I went to my mums for dinner and asked her to do one load of washing for me and if I could cook a pizza for my son as its all he eats and she was funny with me about it, and I got annoyed and said I'll leave and tried to storm out. I didn't in the end as my mum told me to stay.
I am panicky, have had chest pains recently (not in my heart area, more like indigestion) and have racing thoughts at night. My memory is pretty bad at the mo and I am extremely clumsy, like a few days ago I walked into the doors of a shop.
I can't sleep at night and I'm having nightmares when I do finally fall asleep. I can't get up in the mornings very well.
Mostly I am on edge and irritable and easily snappy.
I've read before that a brain tumour can cause some of these things, but that is extremely unlikely. Maybe I'm on the edge of a breakdown though?
I will add here that I have had the most stressful 3 weeks of my life just now, and if anyone wants more details thats fine, I dont want to bore you guys though!
Can stress really cause all this? I tried to explain my outburst yesterday to my MIL and Sister in law when she phoned me later and I couldn't explain it, except that I was trying to defend my son and got annoyed - they said it wasn't like me at all, which I find worrying.
Anyone have any thoughts why I am becoming an unbearable person?
I am acting weird and snappy and shouting at people - like yesterday I ahouted at my partners 5 year old nephew! It was for being naughty and telling lies to try to get my 9 year old into trouble, but my partners family are very angry at me over it and apparently the child is very upset and doesn't want to come over again.
What kind of person does that?! I am horrible. And New Years Day I went to my mums for dinner and asked her to do one load of washing for me and if I could cook a pizza for my son as its all he eats and she was funny with me about it, and I got annoyed and said I'll leave and tried to storm out. I didn't in the end as my mum told me to stay.
I am panicky, have had chest pains recently (not in my heart area, more like indigestion) and have racing thoughts at night. My memory is pretty bad at the mo and I am extremely clumsy, like a few days ago I walked into the doors of a shop.
I can't sleep at night and I'm having nightmares when I do finally fall asleep. I can't get up in the mornings very well.
Mostly I am on edge and irritable and easily snappy.
I've read before that a brain tumour can cause some of these things, but that is extremely unlikely. Maybe I'm on the edge of a breakdown though?
I will add here that I have had the most stressful 3 weeks of my life just now, and if anyone wants more details thats fine, I dont want to bore you guys though!
Can stress really cause all this? I tried to explain my outburst yesterday to my MIL and Sister in law when she phoned me later and I couldn't explain it, except that I was trying to defend my son and got annoyed - they said it wasn't like me at all, which I find worrying.
Anyone have any thoughts why I am becoming an unbearable person?