smit
13-01-13, 00:53
So tomorrow I'm going back to see the horses my friend lets me help / ride with . I love being around animals and last time I went riding it did wonders for my mood / general anxiety levels . The problem is the area they're excersised in is based with builders sand !
Problem = health anxiety +builders sand = I spend a week afterwards thinking I may drop dead from sudden lung failure etc. one of my main anxiety symptoms is a tight chest / wheezy cough too so being a dust room makes me focus on them more afterwards.
However tomorrow I plan to put up with it . Sure it will be uncomfortable but hell I'm not letting anxiety stopping from
Having good memories.
:yesyes:
Problem = health anxiety +builders sand = I spend a week afterwards thinking I may drop dead from sudden lung failure etc. one of my main anxiety symptoms is a tight chest / wheezy cough too so being a dust room makes me focus on them more afterwards.
However tomorrow I plan to put up with it . Sure it will be uncomfortable but hell I'm not letting anxiety stopping from
Having good memories.
:yesyes: