mossypwl
17-01-13, 09:11
I have been so scared since tuesday... Before then i thought i was doing greay until i have to drive the kids to school and as i got closer to the school yhe road were really icy and covered in snow.... I dont like driving at the best of times but i refuse to drive in the snow, anyway it was either drive in it or walk a mile or so home so anyway when i dropped kids off at school i was shaking and so scared and kept having hot flushes, tuesday night i started having pains in my left arm (praps i was tensing when driving and pulled something) all i have thought since then is ''im going to have a heart attack''
And now i am freaking out more it is snowing like hell where i live and all that keeps going through my head is ''if i have a heart attack and call 999 they wont be able to get to me cos of the snow'' writing this down now i know its silly but i just cant get it out of my head.
As im sat here i can feel my left arm hurting my hubby recons its because im on my phone a lot using dr google lol hense causing slight rsi in my arm, but me as i do i think its something serious i did have a ecg and blood works done in july and every came back fine again i thought i was having heart trouble but they couldnt find anything.
I just feel such a mess at the mo ive only had anxiety a year since my nan passed away in dec 2011 due to a tragic death but i really thought i was geting back on track until tues :( :(
Sorry for the moaning post i juat have to write it down and tell someone
And now i am freaking out more it is snowing like hell where i live and all that keeps going through my head is ''if i have a heart attack and call 999 they wont be able to get to me cos of the snow'' writing this down now i know its silly but i just cant get it out of my head.
As im sat here i can feel my left arm hurting my hubby recons its because im on my phone a lot using dr google lol hense causing slight rsi in my arm, but me as i do i think its something serious i did have a ecg and blood works done in july and every came back fine again i thought i was having heart trouble but they couldnt find anything.
I just feel such a mess at the mo ive only had anxiety a year since my nan passed away in dec 2011 due to a tragic death but i really thought i was geting back on track until tues :( :(
Sorry for the moaning post i juat have to write it down and tell someone